Sunday, August 24, 2008

Pills. Are. Not. For. Stabilizing. Emotions. They're. For. Psychotropic. Reasons. Just kidding.

I have known many people in my lifetime that have gone through many things in their lifetime, and as it is with most of us, sometimes those things are bad. And as they are bad, we are consequently affected by these happenings and our bodies and minds react to them in ways that may be different than other people's reactions.

I had a homie who would drink orange juice when he was angry. He was addicted to it like one might be to alcohol. He would get antsy if he couldn't get his orange juice intake to calm himself down.

That's a weird reaction, but it's not really destructive, so it's okay.

There are other people that cry though, a lot of us actually, most of us ... all of us. And it strikes me as odd that our culture has developed ways to deal with the crying by treating it like a disease ... like the reaction to a tragedy is wrong ... like reacting to a death or an addiction or a deception or a disaster is something that needs saving from. Like our reaction to a disease is the disease itself.

What are we trying to sanitize? The symptom or the cause of it? IE: Before getting kids in single parent house holds pills to deal with whatever they might be dealing with ... why not ... teach us how to communicate with each other so that dirty dishes doesn't turn into you're fat and your mother's a bitch?

1 comments:

Jesus J. Ruiz said...

No but my mom really is a ....jay kay... Dog... and then if I drink a beer cuz im sad then its coo and the homies are like fasho... and then if i cry like i let out my true emotions how i really feel deep inside like my inner being... like they judge me.. and I can't cry anymore or how about when you drown and then you write about it in your room in your home and leave it in an undisclosed location and your friends read it out loud in your room while everyone is drinking and then they wont let it go years later? or when my laxative pills... (don't laugh) are found and my friends rap about them? but if you guys didnt make fun of me then i'd be sad so i dont know whether to be happy or sad that you guys make fun of my weight problem or my crazy girlfriend who got a restraining order on me cuz i called her a bitch and she told the cops I had a gun but i had gotten rid of it a long time ago but she still told them it was in my trunk and i got arrested and then....................................................